Lost and insecure you found me
"Don’t lose yourself just because you found somebody."
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Anonymous: I'm sorry you feel that way I really am. I also feel the same way and it's not fun because eventually you start trying to plan what you eat and when you eat it and how much you eat weeks in advance and that really is no way to live life.

Еxactly!!! And i have never been like that before! I was enjoying myself! If you know one thing about me is that i loved food. And now all i do is worry what i eat, how i eat and when i eat! Fuck this shit! After all it is no big deal i get used to this life now but it hard sometimes! :(

So i am feeling extremely fat today. Like no matter what i do i will stay fat forever.  I have never felt this way before. Before i didnt care about the fact i am fat and i liked myself,  

Now I do all this things to change my life and I feel I am failure.

P.S. This is Tumblr, don’t you dare judge me! :(

he came back for me

tonyswicki:

You look at me, and you can’t see me. Have you any idea what that’s like? Please, just see me.

I know no one fucking cares but i want to share the fact that now i am 98 kilograms which is 216 Pounds. I am so proud of myself. As long as i remember i was over 100 kilograms and now i am 98! That is fucking awesome!  I know this is just the beginning but still!

And from last week I am going to the gym three times a week!

Btw i miss pizza! :(

My ipod touch case!

My face!!!

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