Еxactly!!! And i have never been like that before! I was enjoying myself! If you know one thing about me is that i loved food. And now all i do is worry what i eat, how i eat and when i eat! Fuck this shit! After all it is no big deal i get used to this life now but it hard sometimes! :(
So i am feeling extremely fat today. Like no matter what i do i will stay fat forever. I have never felt this way before. Before i didnt care about the fact i am fat and i liked myself,
Now I do all this things to change my life and I feel I am failure.
P.S. This is Tumblr, don’t you dare judge me! :(
You look at me, and you can’t see me. Have you any idea what that’s like? Please, just see me.
I know no one fucking cares but i want to share the fact that now i am 98 kilograms which is 216 Pounds. I am so proud of myself. As long as i remember i was over 100 kilograms and now i am 98! That is fucking awesome! I know this is just the beginning but still!
And from last week I am going to the gym three times a week!
Btw i miss pizza! :(